| Out of high school |
[14 Aug 2008|01:34pm] |
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So i graduated. YAY! Im happy cuz at one point i really didnt think that ui would make it but i did. Now I am signing up for Cosmetology which im not really that into but i want to do something and also have fun. If it doesnt wokr out at least i will have that under my belt. I am going to be moving in with duncan in about a month which i think will help me with getting a job and growning an becuz i will have responsibiltys.I have a boyfriend his name is daniel he is sooo sweet im scared to get to attached becuz i dont want to get my heart broken. I also stilll have loads of feeling for this other guy so i dont really know what to do becuz as long as thos feelings r there i will never open up to anyone else. Duncan sucks balls. (lol) I have been helping people out for so long that i now am learning that i have to be there for my self first and not put everyone else ahead of me. I have been learning to be more into becoming friends with people instead of just hating them first. Which i used to do all the time. Im also thinking of getting a tattoo. Thats going to hurt. yikes. But okay so far thats whats going on in my life. bye for now.
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| MY 18th b-day |
[14 May 2008|09:40am] |
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So today is my 18th b-day and it is going okay. (kinda)
In 1st hour david and sonny pissed me off sonny acts to much like a baby and doesnt take anything seriously so its hard talking to him so i scratched him and he bleed so he got mad w.e. Then david wanted me to let his friend patrick to come over to my partyy! IM sorry but i dont know him and dont want people i dont know there. So he got mad. Plus the fact that i felt sick and was gonna throw up.
2nd hour i got upset becuz i have 8 lessons left on credit retrivel and if i dont pass them this week i will have to come back next week. grrr. that makes me upset. Earlier i was alot more upset tho i started crying and shit and called amanda and she mad me realize that if i have to come next week then w.e. i have to and idk she made me feel better.
I can only hope today will get better. OH and the kid i used to like Jr is with this nasty whore jacky.... i hope she dies. And he gets his penis chopped off so he can never be able to give woman pleasure.
HAHAHHA Im just that nice.
But about the party i was talking about. Its going to be great (i hope) I just hope no drama happens. Then again whats a party without drama. I just hope i dont have to beat someone up! lol.
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| wow been awhile |
[06 May 2007|05:27pm] |
OK So i can sadly say i have not been getting on because of myspace.
Nothing new besides getting sent to the hospital for drugs.
:(
Its a long story. But i didn't have to stay the night lucky my sisters b/f is a nurse and said if i stayed it would cost like 6 thousand dollars. SO my dad took me home. I even had to go to school the next day! YEP worst day ever...I had heard that i was going to boot camp and everything then in 2nd period my nose started to bleed and the nurse MADE me call my dad. (i hate her) people were talking about it for so long and still are.
I pretty much hate life lately. Duncan helps me out alot i wuv her! We get each other and talk about our problems alot. Seriously i don't know what i would do with out her. Shes always there for me as i am for her. I hope when we grow up to be 60 we will call each other and be like "gurl guess what just happend?!"
recently-
am missing my mom alot!
Love techno
getting my license
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| Today sucks |
[23 Oct 2006|07:33am] |
Today I really didn't want to come today but ya know w/e!...
I use to be fine on mondays all happy an excited but I feel sick an tired. I wanted to call home but NO ONE had thier cell phones. I feel like i'm going to have a bad day...
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| THE WEEK |
[13 Sep 2006|05:11pm] |
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So everything in back to normal! But one of my buds is droping out.... But hes getting in culinary school. lol which is funny becuz i don't even know if he can cook or not lol. But he is good in the the culinary at school. UM YEP! ME and duncan are going to watch a movie this w/end. Should be lots of fun! LOVES HER! *KISSES*
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| nope nope |
[11 Sep 2006|03:50pm] |
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yep shes not a good friend....
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| my life |
[29 Jul 2006|04:46pm] |
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So we got 1 week until school starts up again and i'm excited but also mad that the summer is ending... But I am getting a facial on the 5th (my sis got free tickets) but another thing i'm mad at is that we have to wear polo shirts tucked in with a belt with no pictures on your shirt and no sandals! IT is going to be so bad i keep telling myself. "just two more years just two more years". Oh and i got my hair cut to. I think i look cute! alright well bye!!!
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| YEP |
[23 May 2006|04:53pm] |
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SO YEP I GOT MY PERMIT AND I AM REALLY GOOD IT'S ONLY BEEN A WEEK SINCE I STARTED DRIVING AND I CAN DRIVE REALLY GOOD! BARBARA BOUGHT CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN 2 AND YOU KNOW THE FATHER WELL HE TRIED TO HARD... LIKE HE WAS SO HAPPY! NO ONE IS THAT HAPPY WITH 12 KIDS!!! UM UM SUMMERS COMING UP... I ONLY HAVE 2 DAYS! AND I'M GLAD TO CUZ IT HAS BEEN SUPER HOT! LIKE EVERYONE AT LUNCH SWEATS ABOUT 2 POUNDS! NASTY... I AM HAVING A CLASS PARTY TOMORROW YAY! I HAVE TO BRING THE CHIPS!!! AND I HAD TO BRING A GIFT LIKE WE ALL BUY A GIFT THEN WE ARE GOING TO PUT IT IN A BAG AND GRAB A GIFT!!! (SOUNDS STUPID) BUT I LOVE THAT CLASS SO IT SHOULD BE LOTS OF FUN!!!
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| boring day |
[11 May 2006|02:33pm] |
So today i stayed home cuz i ate watermelon and i was on the tolit for awhile... lol Um my dad got a LADYS phone number at work today... yuck! we are about to give our flea infested kittens away and OUR cat is about to have kittens so yeah yay! My birthday is in about 3 days yay to that!
(on mothers day) oh and I GOT MY PERMIT FINALLY!!!! I'm so happy! um nothing going on with my
"love life" right now. BUt i do like my friends boyfriend. (darn)
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| Dream |
[10 Mar 2006|07:44pm] |
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Yea so today i went and got my blood tooken and after i went to sleep for four hours!!! but i had a weird dream................this is what happend..................................
Okay so me my dad and my sister (amanda) were sitting in the living room when my dog started barking (it wasnt my dog cubbie it was this big brown dog) so i took him for a walk when all of the sudden he turned into a human (which apparently didn't matter to me) he could talk and everything! But the weird thing was that he was my crush David! So we started walking down the street (me still walking him by the chain) when he wanted to go into this yrad with all the cows are but i told him we couldn't go... then a couple of days later we go for another walk and we end up dancing?! It was weird like as if he wasn't the dog but as if we were together! Then he gets lost and comes back two years later! and he lives in outerspace and wants me to come back and live with him! But i tell him i can't and he leaves and always returns on holidays to see me like thanksgiving and christmas... Then on my birthday he asked me to marry him!!! I said yes... THEN I WOKE UP!
IT was the weirdest dream i have ever had!!!!!!!!
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| SO... |
[09 Feb 2006|12:18pm] |
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so i stayed home today becuz!!! i hate school and i faked sick... hehe i'm awesome. I miss hanging out with some of my old homies like ASHLEY she is so funny but shes all rapped up in her b/f n shit so. And i miss hanging out with ooley but i know that she will just bring drama well not her but idk. For some reason i hate this year i wish it was still 9th grade back then i didn't care about what people thought but no it's all i can think about. I don't care what they think just what i look like and idk i'm sick of school i want to drop out so bad! But everytime i say i want to i always try to think about how if i finish high school i'm not going to college so it doesn't matter. *cough* okay i am going to go bye bye love ya all!
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| random survey |
[08 Feb 2006|04:27pm] |
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random survey
Body: Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, and Current.
b e s t
1. Male friend: don't have one...
2. Female friend: jessica duncan
3. Vacation: i don't care where i go as long as i go on vacation
4. Age: 15
5. Memory: i hate this question because i have had so many good things that i remember that I CAN"T REMEMBER THEM! lol
w o r s t
1. Time of day: 5th hour
2. Day of the week: monday
3. Food: ice cream and chicken sandwhichs
4. Memory: ...
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend:
l a s t
1. Person you saw: (at shcool) kali
2. Talked to on the phone: patience
3. Hugged: katie
4. Text messaged: duncan
5: IM: don't have it
t o d a y
1. What are you doing now: commenting someones picture
2. Tonight: watching south beach
3. Wearing: my pjs
4. What did you eat for lunch: chips
5. Better than yesterday: ...no
t o m o r r o w
1. Is: thursday
2. Got any plans: watching dancing with the stars
3. Goal: bitch out this whore in my 3rd hour
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: i will have to make up this test
5. Do you have work: work? huh
f a v o r i t e s
1. Number: 897435435
2. Song: scars by papa roach
3. Color: black and orange
4. Season: winter
5. State: FLORIDA!
c u r r e n t l y
1. alone while doing this? no my sister is beside me
2. Missing someone: no
3. Mood: tired
4. Wanting: kyle!!!
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| poptarts |
[07 Feb 2006|03:19pm] |
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poptarts are so good! so today was the FCAT writes... i couldn't think of what to write about. But yea and at lunch today crystal and matt were hanging around me and i kept trying to get away from them! lol i don't feel comfortable around them. Like twice she came over dragging matt and i hate him so much like he is annoying! grr then he was talking about kali to me and crystal about how she is weird. (gr fucker!)
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[06 Feb 2006|05:41pm] |
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so i heard him talk today... yep i can't believe i ever liked him he seems like such a bore! I hung out with his new girlfriend today he never came over. when he did it looked like she was trying to not stand by him or something. weird. they don't even look good together. she should go get back with zim. they were so cute. He should not be with anyone he is such an ass gr i hate him and everyone else now. blah
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| gee |
[05 Feb 2006|02:37pm] |
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lol. don't mind my last journal... i was drinking and listening to ICP. everytime i listen to them for some reason i get mad. BUT THEY DO HAVE SOME FUNNY ASS SONGS! but yea don't mind it. (but i do really hate that girl) *cough* these goldfish are good!!! yum i want my dad to go rent some movies but he was like "hell no i ain't going anywhere!" grr but i bet he will take us i will just convince him that nothing is on besides sports! (he hates sports) gosh tomorrow is school! gr i have been out for like 4 days i don't want to go back! but i think we have the fcat writes so... i had to work saterday and sunday (today) this w/end. Patience came by yesterday to borrow some movies she got like 50! lol naw like 4. then i gave her some free samples her mom loves um! *reminder- have to bring Barber shop for duncan* OH AND MY DOG IS FOR SELL HE IS A WHITE FUR BALL THAT IS ANNOYING AND BARKS ALL THE TIME AND LIKES TO HUMP THINGS THE BIDDING WILL START AT 5 DOLLARS!!!............................lol ok i am going to go we are about to make rice krispe treats! BYE!
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HEY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THIS ONE GIRL ON MYSPACE SHE IS MY MYSPACE FRIEND BUT I ADDED HER BEFORE I KNEW SHE WAS A POSER! SHE FUCKING HAS ASHLEE SIMPSON UM.. OMG I WENT ON HER PROFILE TO LOOK AT IT TO SEE WHO THE OTHER PEOPLE WERE AND SHE TOOK THEM OFF! (SHE STILL A POSER) AND ONE DAY I WAS IN THE BATHROOM AND SHE CAME UP TO ME AND SAID I LOVE YOUR SHOES (I THOUGHT THANKS!) THEN SHE SAID THERE SO SKA! WHAT!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK NO THEY WERE NOT I THINK ALL THE SHIT IS STUPID SKA, EMO, PUNK.... IDK FUCKERS!
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[03 Feb 2006|12:17pm] |
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This morning i went to school all fine and everything. I knew i had to go becuz i haven't gone since tuesday which i came home! So i'm on the bus when i got this weird feeling in my stomach and omg i knew i was going to throw up! So i took a deep breath and let it out. (not the throw up) then i got off the bus and had to wait for the bell to ring to first period... i knew my first hour teacher would let me use the phone. but you know what was so weird last night i had a dream that i was going to throw up at school! even though i didn't isn't that weird?! So jessica and matt broke up... but when they broke up he started dating this girl name crystal you can tell he didn't care about jessica at all! and all he wanted is sex i bet. Becuz crystal is a slut! I hate to talk about her like that but she is becuz in one year she has gone threw like 5 b/f's! i know that doesn't mean she is a slut but damn! But anyways! Besides kyle i like someone else but he has a g/f...*tear* but i will live. ok got to go bye
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oops! i forgot to say that i am kinda crushing on my old crush again... kyle. He is just so sexy!
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[02 Feb 2006|09:47am] |
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my life sucks! i mean i know everyone thinks that but i'm sick... losing one of my best friends and i have missed 5 days of school in 2 weeks becuz of it! When i get sad it makes me not feel good and i don't want to go to school. My dad was yelling at me this morning about how the FCAT is soon and i should be studing or some shit like that. Fuck i know i am going to fail i don't care i'm not going to college anyways. Everytime i tell someone that they look at me like i am stupid for not wanting to go. I don't think i will fit in the whole college scene. I just want to get a job and live a middle class life. I guess if i'm not happy yea i'll do something about it but for now i don't want to waste my money on fuckin college! But the only reason i would ever go is becuz you know how sometimes when everyone comes back home if someone dies or for a holiday well if i come back saying i work at wal-mart or something they are going to think i am a fuckin loser i mean i am but i hate my older sisters they are bitcches besides amanda (shes gonna be a nurse) and i wuv her! I have used "I" like 50 times so far...lol w/e i just hope this year hurrys up so i can get my rest on during summer vacation...
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[30 Jan 2006|08:32am] |
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I guess i'm still a lil mad...
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